years and years
fire, fire, blaze
rain and flushed
apparent dust

unto my spine, I counted 5
but my skin said unwise
lol it was biased
apparent I hail, “Nice”

Jaw shatter
Glance on my shadowly brother
“Why those man betray their father”
Since, it is my folklore

I sing the song of raven
Recall deep memory
Mesmerize by wind blows
Breath underneath my skin
Switch the moon
Sway the light
Dream the day
Paint the night

Late
Fate
Said
Late
Late….

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Silent the song of my father

Begone me the light bearer

A key master to sky undermine clearer

A seed, a fairy

nor killer

……………………….

Up to my cradle, my mother

Embarking to the guide of twin watchtower

my fate, my pligrim, a believer

unto the light of fire

………………………………………..

Two side

Lone fight

I Might

I Might

I Might

……………………………

NB: A serenity under night, a serenity under light. Thou choose.

beberapa minggu yg lalu chatting sama si Lia, sohib poem-battle yang sudah lama menghilang. Begitu dapat MSN langsung dikasi puisi yg katanya harus dibalas. Sooppp…here we go

Only a light that matter

Sepatu kaca yang kau cari
Tapi sayang bukan waktu yang Dia beri
Estetika bukan untuk kau berlari
Memang hati, lalu statis dan peri

Put your lights on….

Bangkitkan angkara dan asah tajam
Urai kembali dan kembangkan cakram
Teriakkan “Dunia itu kejam”
Ridiculous
Apakah terus kau bentuk untuk kau hujam?

Put your lights on…

Bayanganmu selamanya akan lambat mengiring
Melangkah ke depan jarang berarti
Bersandar hilang tumpuan
Seperti-Nya bukan kita.

Put your lights on…

Sapa aku atau mereka
Ingin berdiri lalu terjatuh
Bersama derasnya peluh dan air mata
Bayanganku refleksi dalam keruh

Put your lights out, gentleman…so long

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Udah ada kali 4 tahunan ga poem-battle ma loe Lia. Si Ming2 mana ya?

Since when,

Darkness interpreted from a condemned light

Choose the chosen one

You FooL

Since when,

Sin is a sin

Since Sin never been told

Along the way

Among the prey

Since when,

Soul is intacted

but not souls

Since then,

I stop praying

Now they’re on their own

Enlightened, I am still.

NB: Suppose to write something simple that come through my damn mind, but as the result…quite glad tough, since it won’t be so short as it suppose to be. I re-read all my poem today and I always surprised. always.

Green grass blue sky, yes?

Magnificent yes?

or ironic?

You tell me plz..

I’m sorry though

6 feet under is a soundproof chamber

Companion, maybe later

……………………………………

Smell you hidden scent

Hear your deepen laughter

We hear you

Your abscence is being noticed

Loudly noticed

—————

For a man who

not gentle for his own soul

Your vanish is our siren

NB: Tanya kenapa? Because we were young? That’s not answer, that’s a capital punishment

For those who in despair and lost because of what generally we called it “LoVe”.

Remember those days when you feel special, remember the day when you have someone to hug, remember the day when you have a sure person to share everything with. It’s gone now. Doesn’t it hurt? I bet you will try anything to get something you lost back by any measure. For the extreme one, someone will try to hurt themselves to ease the “Pain”.

Yup, no more “Love”..it’s only “Pain” now.

I, myself, just witness the “Pain”. It might sound dramatical and make no sense, but it really seem damn hurt.  I had been through it once and I kinda understand how it feel. But still, I was petrified and can’t give no word to suppress the “Pain”. Sometimes listening is much more useful, but I think I need to speak out my mind.

But I do grateful…

I am still full of that “Love” and I can’t ask for more. Sometimes I overlook that the biggest “Love” is right in front of me. For that I do thank you all who spare your time and share the wisdom. Parents, my friends and also my beloved Vera.

But remember, for those who in despair and feel lost..

You still have us, maybe not the best option to get best input. But we do listen and open our arms wide enough for what we called “Friends”.

Put this in your mind, mate…

What doesn’t kill you will make you even stronger..so be strong !!

As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I’m the one in your soul
Reflecting inner light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child

I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don’t know
And how do we relight the flame when it’s cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I’m the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child

I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Water over wine

Where the Dry fill the Jug

Leaves over Tree

When the Ego held up high

Fire or Flame

Which the Rage and Passion stumble upon

Run and tell all of the angels
This could take all night
Think I need a devil to help me get things right
Hook me up a new revolution
Cause this one is a lie
We sat around laughing and watched the last one die

And I’m looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright

I’m looking for a complication
Looking cause I’m tired of lying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly

I think I’m done nursing the patience
It couldn’t wait one night
I’d give it all away if you give me one last try
We’ll live happily ever trapped if you just save my life
Run and tell the angels that everything is alright…

I’m looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life
Looking for something to help me burn out bright

I’m looking for a complication
Looking cause I’m tired of trying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
Make my way back home when I learn to

Fly along with me, I can’t quite make it alone
Try to make this life my own

Fly along with me, I can’t quite make it alone
Try to make this life my own

I’m looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life (sign of life)
Looking for something to help me burn out bright

I’m looking for a complication
Looking cause I’m tired of trying (tired of trying)
Make my way back home when I learn to

And I’m looking to the sky to save me
Looking for a sign of life (sign of life)
Looking for something to help me burn out bright

I’m looking for a complication
Looking cause I’m tired of trying
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
Make my way back home when I learn to fly
Make my way back home when I learn to… (Learn to, learn to, learn, to learn to…)

Are they kiddin me?
Weigh the anchor
It’s done…It’s passed by
Adrenaline rush
Momentary losses
Temporary fears

Dark is callin
“My home….!!”
So the Red Sail
Never come about

Red is my blood
heavy stream
my sleepin medley
I can forgive
I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today
haha

-gerry-

NB: Rusak mood pagi hari gara-gara telpon satu aja….annjjjiiingggg!!!!!!