Sesudah seharian penuh berdiam diri di rumah, akhirnya gw pulang juga bentar lg ke Padang. Kira-kira 4 setengah jam lagi gw harus sudah ada di LCC buat check-out dari negara ini. Bukannya gw ga suka Malaysia atau bagaimana, tapi semester ini mungkin termasuk semester paling berat buat gw. Semua tampak berjalan mulus di luar memang, tapi tidak semulus itu. Ada beberapa hal yang harus gw urus begitu gw sampai di Padang nanti. Semoga aja liburan kali ini ga terlalu terganggu, karna gw tau pasti liburan sekarang pasti hancur lebur. But it’s okay, be positive is my strong point. Semester terakhir gw balik kayanya ga banyak pikiran kaya gini deh.
Karna gw tidak lagi tinggal di apartemen, melainkan di rumah. Jadi sebelum pergi ntar semoga aja sesuatu yang tertinggal belakangan. Sebelum balik, Richie sudah nitip buat hidupkan lampu tengah ma lampu depan. So, anyone who wanna break-in gonna think twice (i guess so..). Biasanya sih kalo gw sudah tulis apa yang harus gw kerjakan, gw ga bakal lupa. Tapi sekarang aja, jangankan buat hidupkan lampu, koper dan tiket aja blom. Hehe so typical.
I miss everyone back in hometown. My family, my girlfriend, my girlfriend’s family, the traffic, the food, the basketball court there, everythin. But I am heading back there and will catch up for about 6 – 7 hours from now. So here i come, hope can still bloggin from there.
Saturday Night!! what does it mean? John Travolta might dance all night with his Saturday Night Fever, but for me it means Football Night, mate!! I have no interest to go anywhere, since all my housemates were goin back to Padang. Actually, I should be on this morning flight straight to Padang, but my lack of dicipline made me lost the last seat available. Just great. Now, I have to go for Monday (tomorrow..) morning flight all by myself and it means extra charge for taxi to the airport.
But let’s see the bright side of all of this. I was able to watch Manchester United and AC Milan game tonight. Fortunately, I was not alone. Erwin came to give me a company, so the match wasn’t felt that empty. Manchester United won 2-1 against Sheefield United, both goal was taken by Wayne Rooney. Superb effort and a world-class striker. AC Milan? I am still watching it now. To be honest, I don’t really care about the outcome of this match. AC Milan now is not the same AC Milan that I used to watch, and that really make me sick. Sheva’s transfer to Chelsea was really a big kind of blunder.
The interesting thing was my beverages. These couple of weeks – I don’t know where the idea came from -, I do like have a beer during a game. Just a bottle or a can of Carlsberg would be nice, not to be intoxicated. For all this years, I hate beers but I don’t know when but I started to get the taste. I am enjoying myself here. A laptop, a bottle of Carlsberg, 2 bottle of Teh Sosro [yap, disini ada Teh Sosro jg..untung bgt ada yg jual], 1 pack Marlboro Light, 1 pack of Lucky Strike and a football match on TV. What else can you expect from heaven? hahaha.
But tomorrow might be a rough day. Have to pack my baggage for morning flight in the next day. Should stay awake all day, coz I fall asleep tomorrow…there is no housemate that will wake me up. I will not throw away my ticket for the second time in a month.
When we heard about Incubus, we might picture an famous alternative rock band with “Driven” and “Wish You Were Here”. How about Succubus? Apparently it is a gothic metal goth-metal band, originally from Switzerland. I actually never heard about Succubus, goth-metal just too damn dark for me.
But do anyone know that Incubus and Succubus are actually demons? Incubus (plural: incubi) is a male demon who create a human form to have sexual intercourse with women (especially while the victims are asleep…demon also do rape huh?) and suck the energy out of his preyto sustain himself. Succubus (plural: succubi) is the female version of this demon According to occult lore, these demons (Incubus and Succubus) are difficult to be taken care off.
Ludovico Sinistrari, a 17th century Franciscan friar, author of ‘Demoniality‘, wrote:
“Incubi do not obey the exorcists, have no dread of exorcisms, show no reverence for holy things, at the approach of which they are not in the least overawed … Sometimes they even laugh at exorcisms, strike at the exorcists themselves, and rend the sacred vestments.”
I never really believe in such things like demon, evil or holy things. After 2nd Millenium, especially after the law and bills of sexual assault, I’m not sure that anyone would blame Incubus for sexual assault like in Western Medieval era. Ironically, if Incubus really exist, they must be had multiply themselves into several form these days haha if u know what i mean.
Inside stuff: In Europe, Succubus statue is placed in front a estabishment to give notice to a brothel. Succubus also multiply themselves?
Never imagine that it could be this hard. I mean, maybe at some point I really am just a mere human. Decision have to be made, but this time I will not run. Let me face the consequences, might not be easy, but somebody told me that nothin was easy in this life. How this thing might end, I am still not knowing. Great to know that some people are still believe on me.
Let’s talk about other people, rather than my boring life. I had one of the best talk yesterday with my girlfriend. She made me realize how bad I damage myself inside out. Not tryin to be humble or somethin, the word came out out of nowhere and reached straight to my heart. Haha I sure changed a lot since high school and so is she. It seems the advisor is becomin an advisee.
Cross-road. I’ll take it my way, not the highway. Thank you for people who were helpin me through this, even though you are not aware of it. I had been cheated by my own mind all this time.
NB: The previous post will have no use no more and I’ll keep it that way
I would like to close my blog. It’s been a whole year I started to blog my day. I never been able to stay in 1 blog for a year before, what a n achievement haha. But it’s kinda sad, which i will not elaborate it here.
The post between Nov 2005 – Oct 2006 which i found really interesting 4 me to be read next time:
November 2005:
December 2005:
February 2006:
March 2006:
May 2006:
June 2006:
July 2006:
August 2006:
September 2006:
October 2006:
…and it’s concluded. Thanks for all the comments and little attentions. Gonna miss this…
107 Posts
Migration from Blogger to Wordpress
The post between Nov 2005 – Oct 2006 which i found really interesting 4 me to be read next time:
November 2005:
December 2005:
February 2006:
March 2006:
May 2006:
June 2006:
July 2006:
August 2006:
September 2006:
October 2006:
…and it’s concluded. Thanks for all the comments and little attentions. Gonna miss this…
107 Posts
Sesudah seharian penuh berdiam diri di rumah, akhirnya gw pulang juga bentar lg ke Padang. Kira-kira 4 setengah jam lagi gw harus sudah ada di LCC buat check-out dari negara ini. Bukannya gw ga suka Malaysia atau bagaimana, tapi semester ini mungkin termasuk semester paling berat buat gw. Semua tampak berjalan mulus di luar memang, tapi tidak semulus itu. Ada beberapa hal yang harus gw urus begitu gw sampai di Padang nanti. Semoga aja liburan kali ini ga terlalu terganggu, karna gw tau pasti liburan sekarang pasti hancur lebur. But it’s okay, be positive is my strong point. Semester terakhir gw balik kayanya ga banyak pikiran kaya gini deh.
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